Having not smoked a fag all day long and been cooped up in this office for almost as long, I have an aching head. On the inside. A headache. Probably need to drink more water than I have been (750ml so far today) but now that I have to leave work i'm excited as it means i'm going home. To food and comfort.
On the other hand, leaving work means I have to walk to a bus stop in the cold and dark as the wind howls through my bones, arrive at a cold empty house until C get's in from work (A is at her Nanna's for a few days) and prepare the bloody food.
All I want is a spliff!